This morning. I awoke at 4 something, concerned that I had not treated my marvelous Aunt Eleanor with the courtesy and respect she deserved, when we spoke briefly last night. I intend to correct that today.
As I laid in bed I began to intensively pray for access to The Universal Energy, hoping to become a conduit for its enormous healing powers for I have a deep desire to help others, and I believe those in spirit who help me share in that desire.
During that time, Anne, who was sleeping, felt my fingertips and took my hand, as I took hers.
A bit later, all of a sudden my whole body began to tingle in a feeling I don't believe I have ever felt before in this life. It was a powerful spine tingling feeling I didn't want to end. Whether in seconds or in minutes, I lost track of time, it did end.
I then laid still on my back, my body relaxed and I did some meditation style deep breathing, inhaling through my nose and exhaling through my mouth. During this time, Anne let go of my hand.
At some point, I thought I might be ready to go back to sleep, but as I rolled to the right toward Anne, I felt dizzy and immediately rolled back on to my back and just relaxed.
Later when I began to get out of bed, I suddenly became so dizzy, I laid back down, with my head hitting the pillow with a thud. As I laid there for a little while, Anne asked if I was alright and I assured her I was.
Then I slowly and carefully arose and discovered the dizziness was gone. With care, I went through my morning routine of getting ready for the day, and soon felt normal.
But during this time and at this very moment I thanked God for giving me access to The Universal Energy, and we shall see where this powerful experience will lead.
I say "we" because I've never made this life's journey alone, being joined by spiritual beings who have played a vital role in my life. I've also been joined by those in body, for as brethren we make this journey together.
Dick
I realize that life is always in the moment and we live moment to moment.
Additional Note: 2/2/14 That dizziness reappeared and was diagnosed as Vertigo, something I has never before had. With treatments from an audiologist, it lasted until latter January and I was cleared as back to normal on 1/31/14 by my audiologist, Dr. Mollie Carson.
In this Journal, I will attempt to strip away my protective veneer to view and communicate honestly what the truth is as I perceive it. My intent is to grow, for without an honest evaluation of the truth, how else can one fully absorb life's more difficult lessons and benefit by them. If I do this in secret, then I am still hiding behind a protective veneer, so it is being published online. If you find this Journal, you are welcome to read it and hopefully grow from it as well.
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