In this Journal, I will attempt to strip away my protective veneer to view and communicate honestly what the truth is as I perceive it. My intent is to grow, for without an honest evaluation of the truth, how else can one fully absorb life's more difficult lessons and benefit by them. If I do this in secret, then I am still hiding behind a protective veneer, so it is being published online. If you find this Journal, you are welcome to read it and hopefully grow from it as well.



Thursday, December 5, 2013

"I'm Blocking My Own Energy"

Early this morning these words came to mind as I laid in bed in the darkness. It meant I was blocking my own healing energy, for living beings constantly emit energy in various forms.

For example, when we are enthusiastic, the energy of happiness bubbles all over, such as the energy of a baseball player whose home run just won the big game. He will jump up in joy, thrust his arms in the air and we can all feel the happiness in his energy.

Most of the time, my enthusiastic energy can be felt by everyone near me as I smile warmly, offer hugs or handshakes or a gentle touch and offer them encouraging words. It is uplifting.

But then there is negative energy.

Sometimes as I sleep or have trouble sleeping, my worries almost always about insignificant matters, cause a backup in my lymph system which would normally cleanse my body's wastes and I feel discomfort in my low back, along with aches elsewhere in my body, as my muscles tighten as well.

Worry also blocks my path to healing and to my higher being, as I lose myself to concerns about things that in the scheme of life are inconsequential.

During the day, these issues don't seem so important, and I deal with what needs to be dealt with, which resolves each issue and those issues leave my thoughts.

In the daytime, meditation or prayer is a godsend as I open to the universal energy with its love, inspiration and guidance. This guides me on my life's journey and opens my heart to all living beings in sincere caring for their well-being.

My faith must become strong enough to also uplift my thinking during sleep so that I will let go of meaningless issues that for now I allow to distract me, for this strengthening of faith into the subconscious is a necessary step on the path to spiritual growth, as well as to a healthier life.

Dick

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